No matter how deep you find yourself immersed in sins, don’t delay the memorisation of the Qur’an, let it accompany you from this point forward.
Live with the light of this Book, build your life around it, travel with it and study it alone or with other seekers of guidance.
Don’t allow the devil to pull you away from this Blessed Book by putting doubts in your mind that it’s too difficult, you’re too old, it’s too late, you won’t be able to make it..
All you require at the moment is a little bit of patience and you can sit down and design a simple and clear plan for your weekly/daily reading.
Let me know if you get stuck anywhere!
