The one who recites and memorizes the Qur’ān is blessed by being referred to as one with the angels, but additionally, the one who struggles to read and strives hard to memorize is rewarded double, by the mercy and generosity of Allāh.
Thus, realize that any difficulty that you encounter on your journey to Allāh, through the memorization of Qur’ān and in general, is magnified in rewards when the difficulty on your path is greater.